what.

i told him everything i didn't want to tell him...
i told him what i've been trying to keep away
from him... i also told him good bye. and its the
hardest thing i've ever done...

seriously, fml. hes not the blame for anything. i am
i let it get this far... and i did everything wrong.
that's why we're like this now... mm... but
living with this blame can never hurt as much
as living with out you hurts...

i'm scared to see you, i'm scared to talk to you.
and right now, i want to apologize for
posting up all these blogs... i know you don't
like it... so, i'm sorry that i did that & i'm doing
it right now.


and to family, i'm sorry for spoiling and ruining
everything. i'm sorry for doing what i did to
make us end up like this...


i need an Escape.