let me start over.

Hi, I'm Christine. I'm an incoming junior, I don't know what school yet. I'm single, not looking for a relationship or any guy to flirt with. I haven't been happy for a while and I'm heartbroken. I was told that I will be okay, but I don't see any signs of being okay. I'm not in Garden Grove at the time. I'm staying with a relative in a place that I do not want to announce. I hope when I come back home, I will be welcomed back with love from this one guy... maybe i'll keep blogging along the way, maybe not.


to him :
I don't know what to tell you anymore. I still love you and I don't think I can fully get over you. You have showed me so much in life and you have done way too many things for me. I wish you happiness and luck. Maybe you'll find that ONE girl that will be your one and only. I hope she won't treat you the way I did. I know I have done so much damage to you... I wish I can go back in time and fix it, but I can't... It's impossible... I want the best for you and I want you to have what you want. I hope the whole shoe collecting and selling business will set you off. I hope the DJ gigs will be good to you. I hope life will treat you well... I'm sorry for hurting you so much. I didn't mean to and I didn't think I would hurt you that much. But, thank you for all the chances you have given me. I'm sorry I wasn't what you expected. uhm... I don't know what else to say because I'm like a water fountain right now... I love you, always have and always will.



have a good day, everyone.