disappointment

exactly what i am. i never do anything right. never have and probably never will...
hell, we're not together and i'm still ruining everything for him...

i'm sorry that i did all that to you. i'm sorry that i never perfectly satisfied you...

i'm glad that you found someone new to make you happy... someone that you can care for and get care back. i'm sorry i never gave you what you wanted and i just wasted your time...

i'm just going to leave you alone and i wish you the best of everything
take care paul... and to carolyn, take good care of him.