what.

took a walk last night.
i was planning on walking the whole night
but i got tired...
went home and did some more... crying..
i didn't want to but just had to.

i don't know how i feel..
i'm trying everything to not let
anything get to me... its hardly
working... agh, i don't know )':


i guess i'm going to the beach today
from what vivian said. so yeah.
beach today. not much in the mood
for a tanning so i guess i'll do some reading.


just waiting for her to come.
i want to go to DQ )':
get a blizzard for miracle treatment day.

i wanted to go with him... but he cant so *shrugs
)':