what.

mm..
i love him and i did say i want happiness for him.
i still want that for him so, i'm done with being mad and confronting him about it.
at least he's doing what he can to be happy? even if it hurts me, shouldn't i be happy that's he's happy... i should and i'm trying...

bottling up all the pain and depression...
so he can go on without me yelling in his ear
and being mad over everything he does...




i still love him /: