what.

i dont want to have anything to do with him anymore...
GOD, even being around him makes me feel a sharp pain...
i thought i was over it, apparently i'm not...

all i feel right now is pain, pain, pain.
pain and tears dropping down my face.
all i feel, all i want to feel...

i don't want to hear anything. i just want silence
i don't want to see anything, i just want an empty room

i just want to be alone. i don't want to come out & face anything anymore.
i just wish i can run away to somewhere far and just be....


i'm just a person full of anger, agony, depression, disappointment, guilt...
everything bad...

i can't stop trying to run after you... i want you, i want you bad.
and i know i shouldn't try to get you...


when you walked out of the door... i cried harder than ever...
and next thing you know, i found myself kneeling in the middle of my
neighborhood street... crying my ass off....


i hate you.
i hate you
i hate you
i fucking hate you.
i don't want anything to do with you anymore
djksdlfs f!

i just... i want to just go somewhere far so i can be alone.