what.

i'm still hurt by you...
i still miss you and i still want you.

i know i shouldn't, though.
i've been trying to toughen up
you told me i have to.
i want to let you see that i've been
trying to be strong so you can be proud
of me. idk, are you proud?

i can honestly say, i don't need you any more.
yet, i still feel sad. i don't know how i feel... -_-



i need hourly peptalks.